A blog about failing, healing and blooming into oneself
Lately, I have found myself in a state of eagerness and desperation to connect. Over the past few months, I have been feeling quite numb and apathetic towards my life because I have not let myself feel my emotions. Instead, I have, as I always do, escaped into the virtual world in the hopes of…
A lot has happened since I have last spoken to you all. I haven’t written any blog posts for the past few months because, well… life got in the way. My old patterns got in the way. I have been so focused on making and saving money, and moving out that I had allowed myself…
Here I am again, in crisis mode. My systems were under threat when I got sick toward the end of May. Then, it was two weeks of me clawing to find my way back to where I was before I got sick but I never fully got there. Then… BOOM! On Friday, June 9th, at…
Do you feel frustrated at how unfocused and ineffective you are when working on your projects? Do you constantly push your goals further and further away, hoping that, one day, you will find the energy and motivation necessary to finally tackle them? Well… that is how I felt for ages. Ineffective, unproductive, and unmotivated. After…
Over the past decade, I have been trapped in a vicious cycle of perfectionism, procrastination, and escapism. This has resulted in episode after episode of crippling depression and anxiety. There were many times when I would get out of a depressive episode having a huge epiphany. I would be so excited, thinking ‘This is it….